Sunday, September 12, 2010

though i create for us so many goodbyes, it always strengthens our next hello.

though i create for us so many goodbyes, it always strengthens our next hello.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010


I live my life, a series of moments and decisions, with the knowledge that I am loved. I am loved by family and friends, that is for certain. But what is this thing called love? A feeling, passion, affection, to need or require without compensation.. And is it timeless and eternal like the God of man who can be studied in the Bible, who can be a personal companion spiritually? That can be proven, yes, but with personal experience.
I feel love given me. I see it daily. It provides me with joy and satisfies that want to be nurtured people are born with, then gives reason and opportunity to love back. But where does it come from? It is relatively easy to identify the feeling, but to find the quintessence can be a journey, if trying to rule out Creationism. So why do that? A God, body unseen but not unheard can be given that credit. The prevalence of such a creator is entirely everywhere. And the love unconditional. I struggle with a selfishness and hope that man can come up with some idea that makes sense about where everything came from. There was initially a seed planted or rather there is a boundless, infinite author of love, the author of life. This love is stronger than humanly possible--had to be in order to support all mankind despite astounding imperfection.

I've got to pick up where I left off later. Time to go live off of some lovin'

Saturday, August 14, 2010

"We are happy when for everything inside us there is a corresponding something outside us." WBY

Thursday, June 10, 2010


Living with the mantra Plvs Vltra, I desire to always be open-minded, always up for growing. Further beyond to me signifies having the courage to spread my wings and fly, to face challenges and experience much.

Just getting back to my family after a year away has helped me realize a lot. I understand and hold a stronger bond with my loved ones, I appreciate like never before the relationships I have and the love that is given me. Always keeping in mind what I ought to be grateful for, in this time I have more gratefulness than ever. And it just keeps getting more profound. Sacrifices were made for me to go away and pursue a dream, and have yet to be made as I further reach for the perpetual sky of my dreams and upcoming experiences.

Spain gave me knew eyes in a new land. The culture enchanted me, the people accepted and taught me. I took pieces of where I was that will stay with me for the rest of my life. I faced challenges with a language that initially scared me out of my mind, but in the end left me dreaming and breathing and living completely in Spanish.

What I take away from such a fantastic time is a joy that cannot be explained. I will never again live another year like this past. So what I only want now is to further my life and experiences, challenges and growth. Whatever life brings, let it be the wind under the wings which allow me to fly.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010


We all have them. They are very real.

One day you may think you are in love. The next day you may never want to love someone again. Do you control your feelings, or do your feelings control you?

Do you make ALL of your decisions based on feelings? Sometimes its hard not to.
Are you really "listening to you heart"? Or Just what you temporarily want or think you need?

Life is full of decisions. Do you let your feelings make them for you? Are you just thinking about the here and now?

Does the future ever cross your mind? Don't let them take over. You will lose yourself in your own feelings that are just temporary.

Where do you want to be in 10 years? If you base all your decisions on you feelings, will you ever get there?

Before you let your feelings take over, does any of these things cross your mind?

*written by my little sister, Naomi 13 years old. her understanding and inquisitiveness is so cool.
I love you Naomi, I´m here for you. And I´m glad you´re there for me.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

la duda es mi Ășnico vicio.

time to do a little,
we are complexities. we are humans. we came about somehow, sometime, someway. we tend to search for meaning, for a higher being, for light. i´ve recently done some thinking about why and
what we do (when we do it).

religions are formed and may grow or deteriorate through the passing of years, they will either be followed or cast out, become hopes for some or remain mythical theologies or absurdities.

there is constantly more to learn, more to know in this ever-changing, moving, growing earth. each moment any given person will imitate what was done before them, in days or years gone by, because it is what seems right or natural. but at the same time brand new action, thought, and intricate individualism comes about.